Before delivery of my baby was the most lonely time, cause I knew no one in the hospital, not even the doctor or my husband, can feel how I felt. Then.. I remember God. I prayed with my heart, and I prayed with my tongue. God is with me. The thought helped me to calm myself, and get ready to do my best to deliver the baby. Thank God with an encouraging and determine nurse, she told me every mom can do it, I do not need to scream or cry, just concentrate and push! There.. the baby came.
'For you created my inmost being, O Lord; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.' ~ Psalm 139:13-16
