Working mom's thoughts

I am a mom now.

The basic instinct, or should I say, primary role of a woman is to take care her family. I wonder how a mom nowadays can go to work and leave her child to someone other than herself to take care. Isn't God says He will provide if I seek Him first?

Sometime when something happened, I was the last one to help my baby (19 month). I asks God, why?

I am 3 months pregnant now with my 2nd baby, and this time, somehow I know, the baby is a boy! I pray to God that He will lead me, and guide me on what to do next.

Anyhow, I thank God for this 2nd baby He sent into my life.


'Sons are a heritage from God, children a reward from him.' ~ Psalm 127:3

My 1st Baby

Before delivery of my baby was the most lonely time, cause I knew no one in the hospital, not even the doctor or my husband, can feel how I felt. Then.. I remember God. I prayed with my heart, and I prayed with my tongue. God is with me. The thought helped me to calm myself, and get ready to do my best to deliver the baby. Thank God with an encouraging and determine nurse, she told me every mom can do it, I do not need to scream or cry, just concentrate and push! There.. the baby came.


'For you created my inmost being, O Lord; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.' ~ Psalm 139:13-16